Harvest Moon.

Today I got directions to a place that I'll never visit. Figured out how to avoid toll on the 7 hour and 42 minute drive. There was advertising in the left hand column of hotels that I could stay in if I wished. Didn't know I'd been near there before until today. I went camping for 2 weeks when I was 13 years old. I went to my first concert, had my first boyfriend and went for my first long trip away from family when I was 13. I grew up a lot between 13 and 14. I think that may have been a little forced. I wish I could start it over.

But now that I'm 17, I'm planning how to get from here, a rain coated mountain, to the dusty highway intersection I can see in google maps. Trying to zoom in on what the sign says, trying to get my bearings. Where are you going exactly? Spose I'll never know. None of my business I guess. None of my business.

Tonight I've been looking at some wedding photos. And I'm glad they're happy. If I keep being glad for people, it might work out right?
All I want is to dance to harvest moon.
Neil Young.

Don't fret. It'll happen.
You're soo far ahead of yourself.