This album has been playing in my bedroom for a very long time. Jeff Buckley seems to have felt everything to another level, in my opinion. That slight quiver on the end of a note can hang in your heart till it makes you feel tired.
I'm home. I've moved on, completely out of my safety zones. School is drawing to a close, and my scouting is dwindling. My last ever scout camp has just finished. 13 years of belonging to this.. security network, a guaranteed acceptance and happiness.. and it's just slowly flitting out to a anti-climactic curtain draw. I'm still meeting new people, but don't have time for them to meet me. This is all making me feel rather nervous.
I don't want to be old.
And after 6 days of being away from home and school, I feel relaxed, yet scared that I've lost too much time. I'm going to have to apply myself to my school work. Ridiculous amounts of stuff to do.
I'm also trying to put the pieces together in my head. I know you're clever. I know that you must have gotten it by now. But I really don't want to embarrass myself. Keep giving me hints.
That's what is in my head right now.
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